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I Don't Care Enough to Stay

by Bottom Bracket

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1.
Failures 03:27
Cellar doors open, all others shut behind Basement corner stacked so high Filled with trinkets from my failures I don't even try to sort out Every weekend spent, we did our best It's in the details, every expense It wasn't perfect but was it worth it in the end Cellar doors open, all others shut behind Basement corner stacked so high Filled with trinkets from my failures I don't even try to sort out And I can't explain it, I'm a moth drawn to the light I'm having a hard time letting the past die I never thought it'd be this difficult to say goodbye I can't explain it A ticking timebomb Tear down the paneling from the walls It's so hard to walk away when I Don't Care Enough to Stay at all
2.
Circadian 04:43
Every morning exactly the same How do you manage to always keep me up so late I know a thing or two about Letting my alarm clock ring Sunlight across your face I struggle to stay awake You bring me back down Into the sheets I let my body drown I'm calling in sick I'm taking you out Another day spent playing it safe Enough with the bullshit I'm giving myself a break I don't even care about tomorrow Don't let tomorrow scare me You bring me back down Into the sheets I let my body drown I'm calling in sick I'm taking you out Escape the circadian plague Skip coffee, spend my whole lunch break Planning our permanent vacation I don't want to wait I don't want to wait
3.
Sonrise 03:35
Remember when we first met You were showing me more than your teeth In the parking lot of the donut shop taqueria So nice to meet you face to face A first date on mother's day Closed for the holiday Hold my breath Let the feeling kick in Play my cool Whip up more reasons to linger in your head I can see it I can see it in your eyes tonight Back to routine now, here's the old me Same situation but I'm more happy Come Monday morning I'm not ready Don't leave this bed, how can I make you stay How can I make you stay Here's the old me Catching you by surprise We were up all night 'Til the sunrise.
4.
Ross 02:58
Pedaling faster than hell Never gone this far before, as far as I can tell No more broken bottom bracket, we set fire to the shell Just oil that chain, a brand new crank And fix her up real well SVT All 23 miles there and back We're leading this pack We're leading this pack I don't find no shame I will not replace No, I never could, I never could, I never could No, I never would, I never would, I never would I think you need a change of pace A chance to go and leave this place 'Cause after all this is a race And the last one home is a rotten egg I don't find no shame I will not replace No, I never could, I never could, I never could No, I never would, I never would, I never would
5.
All these years I've been waiting You could've been my long lost friend A few streets over Same bus when we were ten But now I've finally found you Right where you've always been Had me obsessing every weekend Asking if you're around, wanna meet by the dead end 'Cause I'm feeling so alive after the other night What do you mean this'll be the last time Can I take you on a late night drive Sitting on the dock, I look you in the eyes You made moving home feel like it'd be alright I know you had to leave You're right where you need to be 'Cause you're just a kid with dreams Just like me Cul-de-sac, on our backs Touching fingers through the grass Fourth of July revelation, I don't need to keep the past Lean in just a tad more I'll kiss you one more time before We're getting up to dress Oh I feel it permeate my chest
6.
The Dead End 01:48
The dead end is waiting for me
7.
A brand new home A new fence to form your cage Now every time you're dreaming You don't have to wake I was stopping by like once every week You were on a losing streak Stuck to your bed Can't stand on your own feet The floor was too slick Can't hold your own weight You were a wreck I held you as your eyes flickered shut Died in your sleep, you were curled up Your favorite pillow as your bed I leaned in close and kissed your tiny head It's time to say goodbye for the last time Now you're in Doggie Heaven All the kibble you can eat 'Cause as a good boy like you Deserves his treats
8.
Body in suspense This isn't how most people get their ears to stretch They're gonna hang so low Gonna tie em in a knot and a bow Touching base, saving face Feeling nauseous because I just looked at my phone And saw your name Touching base, saving face Touching base, saving face Always hiding behind fingertips Grind my nose down to the bone To quell the sensation Put myself at ease Convince myself I can make it The whole ride home without Puking all my guts out in the back seat Always hiding behind fingertips Feel like dying when I do Habits I won't break Can't undo this mistake What I'm feeling isn't pain It's worse Habits I won't break

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I Don’t Care Enough to Stay is a uniquely Midwestern take on a coming of age record. The band’s painful nostalgia, their longing for familiarity, and their lost sense of home all gracefully intertwine in a spectacularly paced and heartstrung debut. But Cannamela’s confessional explanation of what it’s like to go down with what was once thought to be an unsinkable ship makes I Don’t Care Enough to Stay something Midwestern emo fans can’t fly over.

“I’m having a hard time letting the past die,” Cannamela sings on the opening track “Failures,” as Pearce fires off his own emotions with a cathartic drum performance that relays the two musicians’ frustrations like a punch through the wall. The group’s talk-to-yourself-in-the-mirror style of songwriting acts as a pep talk on I Don’t Care Enough to Stay, which comes out on Rat King Records on March 27th and it also hints to what happens next, as Bottom Bracket closes the book on the core of their youth and do everything they can to rebuild and move forward.

(words by Sean Neumann)

credits

released March 27, 2020

Recorded and mixed by Brandon Carnes at Miles T-Shirts in Springfield, IL
Mastered by Adam Cichocki at Timber Studios in Bayonne, NJ
Photography by Veronica Mullen
Text and Layout by Kamila Glowacki

Mario Cannamela - guitars, vocals
BJ Pearce - drums, vocals
Carter Bibb - bass, vocals
Brandon Carnes - additional vocals

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Bottom Bracket Chicago, Illinois

Emo music from Illinois singing about riding my bike all the way to your house.

Mario Cannamela - Guitar/Vocals
Tim Recio - Bass/Vocals
Rob Diaz - Drums

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